3.17.2004

The other day, I sent an email to someone I was close friends with in High School. Our friendship started to fade away between our junior and senior year for reasons I'm still unsure of. I personally think it had more to do with tensions within our group then tension between her and I. About a year after graduation, there was an occurrence appears to have cemented the rift. My best friend and I were stuck in a situation where either decision we made would have been awkward so we made the decision we thought best at the time. But that decision apparently set us off in an irreversible direction. It's a shame because I really don't see any other reason for that friendship to have ended. That's why I tried to make contact. I figured even if there was some reason that I'm oblivious too, I'd like the chance to know what happened. Maybe I would be able to tell my side, apologize and mend broken ties. She was, and I'm sure still is, a good person. I haven't heard anything back yet though. Perhaps at some point I will. I hope so, anyway. If not, at least I've made the attempt I've wanted to make for a few years now.